... it will have been six months since I started my resolution of no stroking. So far it's been a wild ride and I've had fun learning about myself. When I get to that six month mark I will measure my little dicklet to see if it's shrunk any yet. The last time I went almost a year without stroking it did shrink some but I didn't think to take measurements so this time I plan to. I'll post the results either way. I am also starting to think about what I want to do with the rest of the year. If I want to try any other experiments or continue to let things happen naturally. I have had people on h… 더 읽기

I have gotten play instructions from several people now and I have noticed a pattern now. I get hotter when being instructed by others. I knew that would probably be the case but I started this to learn more about myself so I didn't want to go in with any fixed assumptions. After several times now it can't be denied or looked at as coincidence. If I am in my cage, I will swell until the tip is pushing through the bars. There hasn't been a time yet that I stayed limp. When I am in control of what I watch and how I play with myself that isn't the case. If I am out of my cage (but still not strok… 더 읽기

For hours I have been trying to cum and can't but I love it! I started out horny so I got on the site and started playing with my nipples like normal. I edged several times but never came. I stayed limp the entire time but instead of cumming I would get close and then come down as precum drained out of my little dicklet. My hands started crapping from all the rubbing, tweaking, and manipulation of my nipples so I changed things up a bit. It had been a while since I had used vibrators on my nipples so I tapped them on, sat back and let them and the videos do their thing. Soon I was on the edge… 더 읽기

Can anyone tell me who the person is at 10:53? I really want to see more of her. https://xhamster.com/videos/drd-warning-only-watch-once-a-day-real-medical-grade-sissy-xhLhl9m… 더 읽기

About a month ago I had my first hands free orgasm while watch porn. A couple of days ago it happened again and quicker this time. Before stroking abstinence I only had hands free orgasms to videos meant to do that which used various audio tricks or suggestions. Even then it was never that often. Now I feel that I am close to a HFO often. I am horny much more now and the need to address that feeling has greatly increased. My nipples are also more sensitive. Then there is my little dicklet. It doesn't know what to do with itself. Half the time it will stay limp or barely grow but when it does… 더 읽기

I've had an idea. The last time I came it was at the direction of someone. It was my first time doing that so I am now accepting directions from people for what I play with myself to. If you have a specific list of videos, a single video you want me to cum to, or both just let me know. My interests are on my profile and posts so anything around that is good but I am also open to other types as long as it's on this site. I don't want to be sent a link to something shady. My hard limits are toilet play and stuff that causes real harm. Just message me with the requests and if I cum to them I'll m… 더 읽기

I got woken up by extreme horny sensations again so I decided to watch some porn and play with myself. For some reason I can't cum. I'm horny as hell, my dicklet is raging against my cage and desperate to cum but it can't! Last week someone gave me instruction on what to cum to and it was very hot. I have been thinking about it a lot and I am wondering if that has something to do with my current problem. Could it be that one time of instruction has changed something in me? I always knew I was submissive. Knew it before I knew of the terms or concepts but last week was the first time I had been… 더 읽기

613Daddy. He wanted me to play with myself to his favs and cum to a specific video. This is the first time I have ever done a request and it was hot. It took longer to cum because I wasn't choosing the videos myself but it was also more exciting! My little dicklet strained against the bars of my cage the entire time! Here is the video he had me finish on. https://xhamster.com/videos/sissy-dirty-talks-10710473… 더 읽기

Woken up by being insanely horny again. Little limp dicklet twitching like crazy in it's cage, nipples begging to be played with, and feeling like I was on the verge of cumming. Decide to watch some porn but not touch myself at all. During the first two short videos I just got more and more aroused. It took every bit of will not to play with my nipples and my dicklet pushed hard against my cage for the first time in a while. So hard that some of the tip was pushed out between the bars. By the time I got to the end of the third video I guess my body and mind was at it's limit and I came in my c… 더 읽기

I stroked my little dicklet on New Year's Eve and started my resolution of no penis stimulation. So far I like the changes that have happened. My dicklet has started to learn it's place and is swelling much less often now even though I am more horny now. I love the combination of that tingling sensation an erect penis gets when it desperately wants attention but the limpness that comes with constant long term denial and chastity. My nipples have continued to get more sensitive also. I ejaculate even faster now when I play with them and they tingle now when I have a sexual thought or feel horny… 더 읽기

since my resolution and I am starting to notice more changes. I have sexual fantasies much more often now and their subject has changed. It used to be just femdom and now it's at least 50% interracial cuckolding. This is also true for my taste in porn. I think about BBC as much as I do a dominant woman now. I am horny more now and when I ejaculate I am never satisfied. My nipples are much more sensitive now and they seem to get harder than they did before. I also seem to ejaculate quicker by nipple stimulation now than I did before giving up on stroking my dicklet. Another change is that I oft… 더 읽기

and I've had a new development. The other day I was woke up by my first gay fantasy. This was really startling to me because I had never had any feeling like that before. The only sexual fantasies involving men I have ever had before were cuckolding and forcedbi but this was different. All I was imagining was BBC! When I woke up my limp little dick was twitching like crazy in my cage and I was the horniest I've ever been! I felt like I was going crazy. I wanted to stroke so bad to get relief I thought I was going to cry! If another person had been there at that moment I probably would have beg… 더 읽기

I think my body is already accepting the change. I've played with my nipples a few times since new year's eve and would instantly swell in my cage until the bars were biting into my little dick. A couple of days ago things changed. I started playing with my nipples again and there was almost no growth. I would feel a tingling sensation and a very slight bit of growth but my little dick never touched the bars of my cage. The sensation built until I ejaculated but I never had any more growth! After ejaculation I was still horny but I was spent and my nipples were too sensitive to go on anyway so… 더 읽기

I am already wanting to stroke my little dicklet. I thought I would make it at least a week before that desire kicked in. I guess not cumming on New Year's Eve was a mistake!? Anyway I thought I would give that little update and clarify something about my resolution and talk about definitions a bit. The point of the resolution is zero direct penis stimulation or pleasure. No gooning, edging, orgasms, or even ruined orgasms. During 2021 I would goon and have regular tease and denial sessions but I only allowed myself ruined orgasms three times. About every four weeks I would ejaculate in my ca… 더 읽기

My little dicklet just enjoyed it's last night of stimulation for a whole year and now it's locked away. I hope everyone's new year is going to be as interesting and fun as I think mine will be!… 더 읽기

I've put together a great playlist, taken my measurements so I can track how much I shrink over the year, and I have a couple of new cages for when I do shrink. All that is left is to send off the year with on final goon session tomorrow night. After that it's no more stroking my pathetic little dicklet for at least a year! I can't wait to see how I change. Especially now that I've been introduced to BNWO and IR. How much will I shrink? Will I have more sissygasms while limp in chastity? Will the new BNWO and IR content combined with less stimulation and more arousal cause a change in my des… 더 읽기

I had my first limp orgasm to this video the other day! I was relaxing after a gooning to some femdom porn, still horny as hell. After putting my cage back on I played with my nipples for a bit while watch some BNWO clips. This was the third or fourth one and it just happened! I was shocked, excited, and a bit confused. I have wanted to do this for a while but never got it. My little caged clitty would always get too hard before I could cum. I don't know why this video did it but I'm happy it did! https://xhamster.com/videos/bbc-propaganda-watch-me-submit-to-bbc-xh1BdHk… 더 읽기

I only have 15 days left to stroke my little clitty until it is no stroking for an entire year! I've started a New Year's Eve 2021 list for all interesting videos I plan to treat my pathetic penis to on that last night so if anyone as any suggestions feel free to reply with them or message me. I still don't know if I will cum that night or not. Decisions, decisions... ;-p As I get closer to that night I find myself getting more excited about the following days, weeks, and months. Go in eyes open this time instead of by accident has me wondering at the possibilities. Will I be more or less hor… 더 읽기

A couple of weeks ago I considered making a New Year's Resolution of no more stroking my penis. A couple of years ago I went a year without doing that and only stopped because I noticed my flaccid size had shrunken so much that my cage could slip off. I have thought about doing another penis free year for a while because I wanted to pay more attention to how I changed the further along I go. The last time it just kind of happened because I was new to chastity and loved it so much that I didn't want to be out of it to even give myself pleasure. When I went back to jerking I paid attention to th… 더 읽기

It looks like what catagory best suits me is Rope Bunny. I like the sound of that! 95% Rope bunny 89% Submissive 75% Degradee 73% Voyeur 69% Non-monogamist 67% Slave 65% Primal (Prey) 62% Pet 58% Masochist 47% Experimentalist 45% Vanilla 44% Exhibitionist 37% Brat 14% Switch 8% Primal (Hunter) 0% Rigger 0% Daddy/Mommy 0% Owner 0% Sadist 0% Master/Mistress 0% Boy/Girl 0% Dominant 0% Degrader 0% Brat tamer 0% Ageplayer… 더 읽기